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Friday, May 13, 2016

do you know, you must know this




words were created in order to cast spells 

this is the great deceiver 

this is why the bible has been so successful in controlling the masses 

this is why the news and movies and music etc is so powerful 
with the mind control
also

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

in search of meaning 'negativity'

i saw a meme, it said..

"the less you respond to negativity the more peaceful your life becomes"

this is a true statement.. however, imo the statement does not stand alone-- it's only a partial truth

sometimes negative crap is present on a continual basis and in order to dissolve "it" is to face the underlying root cause(s) inside the situation or the individual...

e.g. if i'm feeling easily irritated then there is something inside of me that needs to be dealt with.....  
so in this instance if i do not respond then i am allowing the negativity to fill up like a glass of water and at some point it will overflow and then what? explode? at that point i would be worse off than before i began ignoring the negativity and essentially ignoring my inner world-- as the root cause would be buried under all the layers of frustrations that i pushed down in order to take on the persona of "peace"..

as far as a negative person showing up and brushing them off is concerned this meme is perfect.. 

but what if you have a poopy neighbor that continually causes issues.. you gonna ignore it and that person goes away? not exactly how it works.. it can work, but not always.. so i guess it depends on the level of negativity that person is creating, if what they are doing is a direct action towards you personally and you ignore it once and it happens again then it's apparent that you'll have to deal with that person in a manner for which they stop believing they have a right to rule over you and create problems in your life......... 

the basic concept is this: everything is relative to the players and the information of each individual situation.. 

one thing i know to be true is that the longer one ignores their personal life lessons (maybe negativity showed up to get your attention) the more difficult the lessons become..

peace~






Saturday, April 23, 2016

Protect Your Matrix

Remove Entities: Human or Outer Worldly

1. Do not speak of them, i.e. complain or gossip. Nor are you to wish ill will!
2. Should an unwanted person continue to enter your mind, or your life-- immediately shoo them away! Do not engage them.
3. Remember, it is the job of one's conscious mind to protect the unconscious mind; e.g. be aware of all that enters your mind; be mindful of what & whom you spend your energy on.
4. You & only you are to take dominion over your life, your mind, & your heart!
5. When unwanted thoughts enter say to them, NO THANK YOU, you do not belong to me!
6. Do your very best to work your heart muscle. Engage in happy loving activities & Spend time in reflection of self & remember who you are. Remember you are a part in The All & there is great responsibility in you, & your actions.
7. Stop Making Excuses, i.e. FACE yourself, face your everything.




(written today at the request of a friend)

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Visioneers a film with deeper meaning than meets the "eye"

interesting film that goes much deeper than entertainment..

viewing this film brought on dreams last night that took me deeper into the "dark night of the soul"..

see film here for free

Thursday, May 29, 2014

5 Signs Your Chakras are Weak


feel out of balance?
struggling with illness?

Signs listed as follows with links to site page with ways to remedy
Root Chakra
1. You feel a general lack of physical energy and vitality resulting in a lackluster will to create.
2. Your sense of well-being is highly dependent upon external circumstances. So long as everything is going smoothly and to your liking, you feel OK, but when circumstances aren’t to your liking, you feel insecure.
3. You feel a general lack of confidence in dealing with anything outside your comfort zone.
4. You believe that money creates security and that there is an amount of money that if attained, would guarantee your security.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or recurring basis: eating disorders, adrenal fatigue, foot and leg pains and injuries, rectal or colon problems, immune disorders or bone disorders.

Sacral Chakra
1. You are plagued by guilt and reluctant or unwilling to forgive yourself for past mistakes. You are constantly judging your worthiness compared to others, and tend to avoid the company of people you perceive as more qualified than you, because just being around them makes you feel inadequate.
2. You have a fragile sense of self-worth, which is highly dependent upon pleasing others – especially those you perceive as having power or authority over you. This often results in seeing yourself as a self-sacrificing martyr, often putting others’ wants and demands before your own needs, all the while harboring silent resentment towards them and self-criticism towards yourself.
3. You get easily offended, hurt or upset by the words and actions of people that you perceive as not appreciating you. You get defensive and tend to condemn others who behave differently than you think they should.
4. You believe that you are flawed and are always under construction. You don’t trust that you can be loved just for being who you already are. Instead you believe that you have to continually improve yourself to become worthy of being loved, by others and by yourself.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or recurring basis: bowel disorders, bladder or urinary tract infections, chronic lower back pain or sexual appetite imbalances (hyper or hypo sexual).
Solar Plexus Chakra
1. You see yourself as powerless compared to some and powerful compared to others. This may show up in being overly submissive in some situations and a tyrant in others.
2. You have lots of different ways of shaming yourself and frequently feel embarrassed by imagining what other people think about you. It’s not so much that you’re afraid to fail; it’s more that you’re afraid to appear to others to be a failure.
3. You see the future as full of danger and you also see change as a threat, so you play it safe and try to protect what you think you have.
4. You are highly goal oriented and get your sense of meaning and purpose by your list of accomplishments. If you are not accomplishing something bigger and better, you feel like a failure. You are generally highly stressed and often comment to others how stressed and busy you are as a badge of honor.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or chronic basis: digestive problems, ulcers, liver problems, gallstones, pancreas disorders such as diabetes or hypoglycemia.
Heart Chakra
1. You are often guarded and closed and never or rarely allow yourself to open up to others and be authentic for fear of being hurt or rejected.
2. You are unable to let a situation rest because it didn’t go your way, until you have assigned fault to all you see as responsible. You assign negative motive to everyone whose actions impact you, judging their actions as intentional.
3. Your relationships are characterized by your tendency to be clingy and needy, anxious that your partner doesn’t need you as much as you need them.
4. Your expressions of love for another person are conditioned upon them conforming to your expectations of how they should be. As long as they do, all is well. As soon as they don’t, you get upset or offended and react with aggressive or passive aggressive moves to try to manipulate them back into behaving conforming to your expectations. You see a need to try to fix other people and often try to do so.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or chronic basis: heart disorders, chest pain, asthma, allergies, pneumonia, bronchitis, emphysema, breast lumps/cysts, circulation problems, tension/pain between the shoulder blades, shoulder, arm or hand problems or carpal tunnel.
Throat Chakra
1. You are often afraid to speak up and stifle your opinions around others because you don’t think others will find your thoughts interesting or sophisticated enough.
2. You often avoid facing the truth or find the truth to be too painful to deal with effectively so you keep yourself distracted.
3. You often stop yourself from asking for what you want or for asking for help. You assume a “no” in order to avoid the possibility of asking and being rejected by others. You see a “no” from others as a rejection of you. This often shows up in a fear and loathing of selling.
4. You try to impress others and feel like you are rarely authentic in your expressions.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or chronic basis: sore throats, swollen glands in the neck/jaw, TMJ, sinus problems, thyroid disorders, disorders of the throat, mouth, teeth or gums.
Brow (Third-Eye) Chakra
1. You feel lost when it comes to a sense of purpose and a path in life. This sense of being lost and without inner guidance can lead to becoming very ritualistic and dogmatic in following a particular leader or system that gives you a sense of purpose or meaning.
2. You have an active imagination, but not in a good way. Your imagination is often stuck in regret and worry mode. Regret about the past and worry about the future. You imagine all the things that could go wrong, all the negative things that people might be thinking about you, and a future that is scary if you don’t take massive action now to fix everything that is broken.
3. You spend much of your day in analytical, churn mode, trying to figure everything out and getting frustrated when you can’t. You find it hard to turn off the churn mode which results in difficulty being present in the moment and difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep.
4. You are often highly attached to things turning out the way you want them to or think they should, so life is experienced as constant emotional roller coaster. You feel up when things seem to be going your way and down when they don’t.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or chronic basis: frequent headaches, upper/frontal sinus conditions, neurological disorders, disorders of the eyes or ears, disorders of the outer brain.
Crown Chakra
1. You feel disconnected to the divine in you and around you. You only believe what you can sense with your five physical senses to be real. You have a condescending skepticism towards the spiritual and metaphysical.
2. You have an “everyone for themselves” attitude toward life. You see everything and everyone as separate and distinct from you; as people or things to be controlled, managed, led, tolerated or attacked and defended against. You don’t really feel connected at a deeper level to other people or to the planet.
3. You often feel a sense of abandonment by any higher power and anger for all the injustices you perceive in the world. The opposite extreme can also show up as “self-righteousness” where you place people into distinct us vs. them groups where the us group is right and the them group is wrong.
4. You have a strong attachment to possessions and relationships, and define yourself by what you have and who you are in a relationship with. By attachment I mean that your sense of purpose and well being is attached to your property and your relationships with others. So long as they are where you want them, you feel OK, but are always afraid you are going to lose them. To the extent you do not have the possessions and relationships you desire you believe that their lack is the cause of your unhappiness.
5. You experience any of the following physical symptoms on a frequent or chronic basis: anxiety, depression, migraines, amnesia, ADD, dyslexia, and in the most extreme cases cognitive delusions and mental illness.

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

goddess

the full moon reminds me of my goddess status.. 
i wish to be entwined with another 
of the heart 
two hearts in agreement 
of respect and mutual inner standings.. 

LOVE Trumpets All



Full Moon in Scorpio
Many are Affected
by Design
According to the Code
of the Individual
Flow Within
Your Truth
Inside Your Waters
be not moved
by another
LOVE Prevails
LOVE Trumpets All

kim love~humyn being~sage heart
05.14.14
photo: 0336
spoken word: 1217